The Lodger

Lily Jarman-Reisch

Neither of us takes it out anymore

since I discovered their affair,

the coffee mug she’d sent him. He’d lay

 

its lip in his mouth,

tasting her in steaming sips

that soaked his tongue.

 

Dust clings to the cup,

a deserted totem.

Their romance is history,

 

so I think of setting it out for him,

this small thing.Ā  But then

see it as he might,

 

once warm against his palm,

now cold as a queen’s tomb, haunting

under its patina of fine powder.

 

How like our marriage with its three tenants,

us in the kitchen, her

lodged in the back of the cupboard

 

as he makes our toast, I make cafƩ au lait,

reach for a porcelain bowl

he’ll need to hold in both hands.

Lily Jarman-Reisch’s poems appear in CALYX, New York Quarterly, ONE ART, Pushcart Prize XLVIII, Rust & Moth, Slant, among others.Ā  She is a 2024 Pushcart Prize recipient; her chapbook ā€œSack of Homeā€ was a finalist for the Two Sylvias 2024 Chapbook Prize.Ā  She is a poetry reader for The Los Angeles Review and a Contributing Editor for Pushcart Prize XLIX. Ā  She was a journalist in Washington, D.C., and Athens, Greece, and has held administrative and teaching positions at the Universities of Michigan and Maryland.